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7.25.12
Today, I am proud.
Over the past two weeks I’ve gone to the gym every singe day for at least an hour, sometimes two and a half. I don’t know what it is about working out, but it really makes me happy.
When I laugh my abs vibrate with pain and my knees buckle as I try to stand up, but even though I ache physically I can’t help but appreciate the soreness of my muscles and the stiffness in my joints.
Although I am still new to the exercise and body building scene I’m eager to learn more about this strange culture of health. It’s inspired me to take charge of my diet and begin a new. Before, all my diets and “lifestyle changes” had been brought on by feeling of guilt and mechanical redemption. Every new diet started with a resolution but ended all the same.
But, this time it’s…different.
I don’t know what it is about working out but I actually want to do it. Mental, right? Haha. On the first day of my gym craze everything felt forced until I actually started getting into it. Then, I was hooked. Before, the very idea of going to the gym every day for an average of two hours was unthinkable but now feels so fluid and natural I can hardly believe it. It’s so just so easy.
Again, very proud of myself and open-minded to wherever this revelation takes me :-)
Signed,
Belle
